almost died

Oh my good Lord i really miss it here!!!

everything in here is my life (please note the present tense)

but no.

it won't be restored for long..

i only wanted to announce that i have a new blog..

click HERE!!

please...it symbolizes a new me.

i'm still deleting this blog...memories that are too good will hurt me reading it over n over again..

so yeah..

go to my new blog.


it got less hate..

teehehehe..


p/s- really miss signing off with "Jacob, I love u lahhhhh" but yeah..been there.done that


=)

end

i'm deleting this blog..

as i cannot find any reasons to sustain it.

there are too many memories here.

not that i want them to be discarded for good, i can still keep them in my own memory.



i want to start all over again.

a new blog.

new content.

new password.

new gossips.

and a new life.


bye.


thanks for the memories folks!! =)

p/s - i will not delete it just yet..bcoz i want to browse thru everything 1st..hihi =P

wutever

yesterday.today.tomorrow.and even better after death.









won't change

retail therapy

most of my handbags are either torn or some clasp got broken..i've tried rummaging through my whole collection *ewah gaya nk mcm Kimora je nk ada collection bagai* but most of it are either yeah like what i said just now..

it has been a while since the last time i really emptied my pockets for my own sake..haha!!i really need some retail therapy!!!because i need to appreciate me MORE...yep.

i need these so bad...

1) a handbag..don't ask me what i really want coz i can't afford my dream handbag myself..a simple one would do..i don't mind spending 200-300 of RM..wutever that costs me a handsome sum would serve me for a handsome time as well...*ye mmg yakin theres such word as "a handsome time"*

2) perfume!!!!!haiyooo..i've emptied all bottles of perfume of mine..i'm a perfume freak..i like it a lot on me n i like to smell nice all day long..my latest perfume, VS' Bombshell only lasted me a month!! i'm thinking of buying Dior Addict 2 (pink) or Bvlgari Omnia Amethyste for women..haihh..can't wait.


so far i am desperately in need of these two items..i wanted a watch too earlier but thanks to my darling Ibu, i already got one for my birthday..=)

i wanna go shopping...any of u wanna join?
~=)

current mood

i now lost my passion to write...

yeah..

Subhanallah

i read this couple of days ago..

clicke here

it made me cry..other articles in this blog had also made me quiver n think abt Allah's greatness.

Subhanallah..

Oh Allah, please shower me with Your love..don't let me go astray.bless my soul.bless my mother's soul.n my father's too..it's Your Jannah that i seek...please hv mercy upon me..Ameen..


go try check this blog out..it's a good therapy for the soul

=)

devotion

I praise Allah for sending me you my love
You found me home and sail with me
And I'm here with you
Now let me let you know
You've opened my heart
I was always thinking that love was wrong
But everything was changed when you came along

And there's a couple words I want to say

For the rest of my life
I'll be with you
I'll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I'll be loving you.loving you

For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I'll thank Allah for opening my eyes
Now and forever I...I'll be there for you

I know that deep in my heart

I know that deep in my heart now that you're here
In front of me I strongly feel love
And I have no doubt
And I'm singing loud that I'll love you eternally

I know that deep in my heart..


kudos to MZ..you're the best!